I wouldn't say that I am the outstanding weird, nor am I the type that consciously demands attention or even aware of it! I like being different, always have been not that I purposely do it but I kinda realize I always have been that way. Explains why I got bullied back in school, but we'll leave that to another day.
What I've realize now that I am coming to the age of 24, I have come to a point that I can mean it when I say people are gonna talk, so let them. But what really matter is what you think. We have to be able to different shade between who is our real friends and who are unfortunately assholes who just want to prey on people close to them just to build up their self esteem. And one of the things about being an Asian is that if your different they will categorize you as those uneducated Asian punks with mismatch socks and loud and foul mouth with too much make up and fake lashes. I used to be so eager to prove that I am not like that all! For one because I am actually pretty Westernize. It's not that I am proud or whatever, but I took to what they think of me so literate that I allowed it to somehow shape my personality and mold me to what people like them see as normal. Or what society would accept. But now I couldn't care less. I am who I am and I am proud of that!
The End!
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